I Want You to Want Me.

I wake up every morning,
with a big heavy sigh.
Just another day,
without you by my side.
I try to hold my breath,
until my lungs give in.
It'd be easier without you,
if my life came to an end.
I can't go a day,
without thinking of your smile.
but I know you're not thinking of me,
and haven't in awhile.
Why is it that I fell so hard,
and you didn't even trip?
Just you standing close to me,
could make my heartbeat skip.
Yet here I am all alone,
while you're in bed with her.
And this isn't the first time,
that this event has occured.
I can't believe I fell again,
back into your beautiful lie.
but it's so hard not to,
when you're my night sky.
I'm trying not to lose myself,
because I'm still here for you.
You may be gone forever but,
there's nothing I can do.
I love you so much, I can't let you go,
you're the very air I breathe.
so as soon I matter,
be sure to tell me.