If This Isn't Love.
He is the first thought i think about when i wake up,
the last thought i think about before i go to bed
and the only thought i have though out the day.
I get lost in your eyes and found trying to get to your heart.
Listen to only the songs that remind me of you.
I dial his number to scared to actually call it.
He is on instant messenger and I click on it to afraid to actually write to him.
I see him walk down the road and I can't help but watch.
When I am with you I feel safe.
I click on you page more than once or even twice a day.
I want you to hold me and never let me go.
I breathe in deeply when im in your arms hoping your sent never leaves me.
My smile has never been so real and my cries never hurt so much.
I cry because your not mine,
Yet I laugh when you stand next to me.
I get butterflies when you touch my hand.
And knots when I see you with any other girl.
I miss you even when you sit right next to me.
I play you voice in my head when I need comfort.
Your the only one I want around me.
I make myself sick over you.
I spend the day waiting for you to show up at my door.
I do my hair and cover myself in make-up thinking today could be the day you realize you
love me.
Hoping that one day I can be that girl you want.
Hoping that your the guy that is my first.
I don't even what to live somedays knowing you will never love me
the way that I love you. But,
I will do anything to make you love me.
the last thought i think about before i go to bed
and the only thought i have though out the day.
I get lost in your eyes and found trying to get to your heart.
Listen to only the songs that remind me of you.
I dial his number to scared to actually call it.
He is on instant messenger and I click on it to afraid to actually write to him.
I see him walk down the road and I can't help but watch.
When I am with you I feel safe.
I click on you page more than once or even twice a day.
I want you to hold me and never let me go.
I breathe in deeply when im in your arms hoping your sent never leaves me.
My smile has never been so real and my cries never hurt so much.
I cry because your not mine,
Yet I laugh when you stand next to me.
I get butterflies when you touch my hand.
And knots when I see you with any other girl.
I miss you even when you sit right next to me.
I play you voice in my head when I need comfort.
Your the only one I want around me.
I make myself sick over you.
I spend the day waiting for you to show up at my door.
I do my hair and cover myself in make-up thinking today could be the day you realize you
love me.
Hoping that one day I can be that girl you want.
Hoping that your the guy that is my first.
I don't even what to live somedays knowing you will never love me
the way that I love you. But,
I will do anything to make you love me.