Ur Gone But Not 4ever

(author note:everthing in this poem is true.most of u might think i wrote this poem for fun. but this is how i exactly felt and still feel. how would it feel ir ur bestfriend in the entire world died? it felt like a limb being cut of while i was awake. and the emotional pain was 100x worse so please just put youself in my shoes and picture the person you love the most dying in your arms....like i experienced)

A i cry myself to sleep my hearts get smaller
and darker and colder
Now i fell as if your my grinch
But instead stealing christmas you stold my heart
i cried when u died i thought i couldnt go any longer
bu i got a letter in the mail
you remember, the ones we wrote at age 11
the letters we promissed to open on our death beds together
but you left early...to early
and know i miss you
i know your in a better place now but its hard to move on
they say once you loved u can never love again
but i read your letter
u said live for you
so no i do
i smile x2 i laugh x2
just beacuse of you
you may be gone u were my bestfriend that i loved as brother
but u made me stronger and that all i can ask
i love u adam for ever and soon enough well meet up
and well read our leaders together in our angel bed
and our halosshine through the clouds