Because Of You

Sometimes I lay restless at night
Wondering if you were really worth the fight?
The blood, sweat, and tears
Still wanting you here

I see you as something old from my past
Something that just fell apart in my own grasp
A splinter that is buried and sliding by
Working its way into my heart when you whispered 'goodbye'

Gone, gone away now
Not really knowing how
I'm lost in the dark, so lonely
For you were my one and my only

You're a toxic poison choking me down
Losing sight of reality when I hit the ground
Others say I did the right thing to let go
But I think it just sank me down to a new low

I'll see you around a new day
Maybe tomorrow, I sort of hope in a way
Ill act happy, something brand new
Even though on the inside I’m torn through
(All because of you)