My Heartache

And as my heart skips yet again ...
and my head spins yet again ...
and I fall head over heels for you yet again ...
the world seems right.

It's as if every little matter ...
it's as if every little problem ...
it's as if every little dysfunctional part of my entire being ...
is fixed by your presence.

When I cry ...
when I scream ...
when I just want to hold you close ...
I feel at home.

Through my jealous fits ...
through the fights and arguments ...
through every time I say 'I'm sorry' and plead for forgiveness ...
I know you will forgive me.

But when you're gone ...
There is a hole in my heart ...
The sadness seeps in slowly ...
The black demon crawls into my mind ...

I need you near ...
I want you near ...
I miss you.

And although I know I will see you again soon ...
I am broken every second I am not around you.

Am I possessive?
Am I clingy?
Or am I just caring?

I sigh ...

I don't know.

If you were here ...
If I were in your arms ...
If you just whispered softly in my ear 'I love you' ...
I would know.

And as my heart skips yet again ...
and my head spins yet again ...
and I fall head over heels for you yet again ...
I know I love you.