Delusion (yeah, that's the word)

Everything you are,
And everything you’ll be
Was always a lie,
And a trap I didn’t see.
Should never have let you
Take down my guard,
You hit me too fast,
Too soon, and too hard.
I couldn’t even see
What was coming ‘til now;
I won’t ask why,
I know the answer now.
You never loved me,
It was all just a joke
To make me believe
And pushed ‘til I broke
Into scattered remains,
And onto the floor.
Then you packed all your things,
And walked out the door.
And before you left,
You told me one thing;
“Don’t play with a bee,
And not expect a sting.”