I Hate This

Assumption,
Such a silly little thing.
The thing that made me fall in love with you.
That thing,that let me believe you,
Should have know better then to hand you my heart,
Why didn't I see if it from the start?

I hate this,this,
The silence,
The screaming,
This will that wants to drive me back to you,
To make me crawl back to you.
I hate this,you,
Your like a poison dug beneath my skin.

Oh this time,
My pretty pen can't save me now.
All that spills out is 'broken hearts' and 'love me not's'.
But tell me one thing,that thing,
Why you had to run when things got tough?

I hate this,this,
The silence,
The screaming,
This insanity thats got me hooked on you.
These thoughts to drive me back to you.
I hate this,you,
Your like a poison dug beneath my skin,
Your a poison running through my veins.

Your name,
Is like a disease in my brain.
Try and drown it out,
But nothing in this world can save me.
These demons,take my wishful thinking to heart,
They control me when it's you I want.
They tell me to take you back,
To take you back,but I'll never.
Just leave my under the streetlights with the rain.

I hate this,this,
The silence,
The screaming,
This insanity thats got me fucked up over you.
These demons drive me back to you.
I hat this,you,
Your like a poison dug beneath my skin.
Your a venom I still taste on my lips,
I'm beginning to lose my grip,

On reality.
Dreamland seems so much better to me,
Where the demons sleep,
And my pen's my best friend.
But reality,
Has ripped me into pieces at the seams.
And so it seems,
I believe you owe me an apology.

I hate this,this,
The silence,
The screaming,
This insanity thats got me hooked on you.
These thoughts to drive me back to you.
I hate this,you,
Your like a poison dug beneath my skin,
Your a poison running through my veins.