ENCLOSED: My Open Heart

It's not easy
I can't be perfect
I'm always failing
I'm sorry every time I let you down
I don't mean to disappoint you
I just don't think I can do it
I wish I could tell _______ my secret
But only I can ever know
Please don't look so upset
I just don't know how to share my feelings
I feel trapped inside myself
And I need someone to come get me
There's one person I wish I could tell my secret to
But that person would never speak to me again
And I don't want that to happen
I love that person
I can't live without that person
My life is fucked up
Maybe I should die
I should take my life so I can leave you alone
Then everyone would be happy