Depression

I choose not to be happy
I want to walk around in my skin
I choose to wear black
I want to be Emo
I dont choose to cry my blood
But i choose to cry
I didnt choose to love you
But i choose to stay
I love you
But i hate you
Why wont i let you go

I stand in the rain
While the Rain turns to blood on my cheeks
You soul wont leave my heart
Baby... Im depressed