I Am A Coward

I HATE YOU!
That's what I told you back then, that's what I told you.
Do you know what I felt that time?

I HATE YOU! I HATE You. . .
Those words played over and over again deep inside my head.
Wandering like the dead spirits on the surface of the earth.
It played. Over and over again.

I HATE YOU!
Those words taunted me every night. I could not sleep.
I could NEVER sleep.
It was a nightmare.A never ending nightmare.

I wanted to ask you for your forgiveness, but I could not.
I was scared.
I AM a COWARD.

I HATE YOU!
Those words were a mistake, and I regret I ever said them.
I AM a COWARD.
Only, only with this letter can I say how I feel.
Please, dont tell me these words are insincere for I have not told them to you face to face.

I AM a COWARD.
A coward begging for your forgiveness.