Confused Soldier
Running from the darkness behind
Only to run foreward blind
A war I fought and lost
I only wish I would have known the cost
Before I put my finger on the trigger
I should have stopped to think, go figure
My fingers feel numb from pulling so much
Oh how I wish I wouldn't have touched
Those innocent souls with the taintedbullets from my gun
Now I'm running away from the blood and hate
Away from the pain
Away from the agony
Thoughts flood my mind
Of how the lives I just took could have been mine
But I ignored the warnings, I ignored the signs
I was too self absorbed wanting to shine
And now many lives have been taken
Dammit, now I'm one of the participants in battle: foresaken
Only to run foreward blind
A war I fought and lost
I only wish I would have known the cost
Before I put my finger on the trigger
I should have stopped to think, go figure
My fingers feel numb from pulling so much
Oh how I wish I wouldn't have touched
Those innocent souls with the taintedbullets from my gun
Now I'm running away from the blood and hate
Away from the pain
Away from the agony
Thoughts flood my mind
Of how the lives I just took could have been mine
But I ignored the warnings, I ignored the signs
I was too self absorbed wanting to shine
And now many lives have been taken
Dammit, now I'm one of the participants in battle: foresaken