To Much Not Enough

Hurt, sad, pain. It all falls in the same place my heart, only its not any of them things, its breaking and I cant fix it, there is:

To much rage is there.

To much hate.

To much regret.

To much need.

To much love.

To much want.

To much passion.

To much self loathing.

To much corruption.

To much deceit.

To much trust.

I feel all these things inside me all at once, their ripping me apart, from the inside out.

But most of all, there’s to much Human inside me and that human is screaming and yelling at me to do something I know I shouldn’t.

Just cant take this anymore.

Not enough Time.

Not enough happiness.

Not enough comfort.

Not enough loyalties.

Not enough friends.

Not enough to keep me breathing

Not enough blood has been shed.