Calling Your Name

I called your name and you never came
Why did I think you would its always the same
I fell in love at the wrong time
My lips would whisper the words like a mime

I got sick of waiting with bated breath
It felt like I was always grieving a death
Who knew love could hurt so much?
Why am I cringing from any other touch?

I crave for you to be here when I need you
I wish to hear the words from your lips I hope they’re true
But like always they will never leave
And somehow I have to learn how to breath

I’m running fingers through my hair
I’m always wishing that you would care
But in my heart I know it won’t be
This beautiful silly dream of a you and a me

I know you’re waiting for me to give in
I know you’re waiting for a day when you will win
But I am a dreamer and I never give up hope
Its all about finding a way that I can cope

I’m an idiot and as stubborn as can be
And you know that is the biggest part of me
I’m unique and quirky with a silly little charm
And sometimes the things I say fill you with alarm

Every word I give you is a promise to keep
And for everyone broken I should take a leap
And now my tears have come to an end
I have to accept you’re just my friend.