Wishes

I wish I was pretty.
I wish I mattered.
I wish I didn't punch my mirror
Until it shattered.

I wish I was different
And not so alone
I wish people didn't think
I was made of stone

I wish I loved myself
I wish I knew how
I wish things were different
But it's too late now

I wish this wasn't the life I chose
To be dark and intimidating and cold
I wish it wouldn't end beyond my control
But now my life is just beyond my hold.