My almost, first kiss.

We're sitting on his couch,
He has an arm around me holding me close to him,
The other hand was holding mine,
I feel him kiss my cheek lightly.
His scruff skidding across my cheek tickling me lightly.
Conversation slows,
I make fun of him.
He sulks.
I turn and kiss him lightly on the cheek.
He looks into my eyes.
My heart speeds.
He pulls me closer or his head moves in I couldn't decided which.
His eyes close.
I panic; looking down.
He kisses my nose.
I look away ashamed, and left to wonder how it could have been....