devastated

Everything is wrong
my friends
my addictions
my looks
nothing is right
every time i look at a mirror
i am devastated
who did i become
why did i make these decisions
why do i sleep with hoes
every night i need to get high
every night i get rapped
every night i feel ashamed
how did my life spin out of control
it was that one boy
who brought me into this new world
of death destruction damage
my life is gone