Me vs Us

IN retrospect, it was always
OUT of hand.
ON the other hand, you always caught me
OFF guard; being
ALWAYS around...but
NEVER on the same plane. I see now I was
FOOLISH for failing to see how you could be so damn
CLEVER in the way you'd lift me
UP with words, but push me
DOWN and out of your heart. I could have seen it in your
SMILE but I was too captivated in your eyes. Now I
FROWN at the time I wasted lost in them- your disguise. I could
CHOKE out all the memories,
DROWN in sorrow and pain...but with all I've already
LOST, from that what could I
GAIN? I could drive myself
CRAZY but I would rather stay among the
SANE and just say it was my
FAULT; I gotta love to take the
BLAME. Don't let it go that easy, was it
ME that just wasn't worth it, or
YOU who could feel no remorse?