Broken

When we first split up I thought we still could stand a chance,
Because my broken heart was filled with all this childish romance.
I wish that I could call you mine, and take you by the hand.
But when i say "I love you," you just do not understand.

When I fell in love with you I felt so awoken.
I didn't think I had a heart, until it was broken.
Before I fell in love with you, nothing really mattered.
I didnt think I had a heart, until it was shattered.

I didn't think that love was real, until I had felt it.
But now that love is ripped apart, my heart fucking melted.
I wish that you were here with me, 'cus I really need you.
I wonder what you'd feel like if your heart had to bleed too...

It's dark and im crying.
I'm scared and im cold.
Confused and alone.
Nobody to hold.
I need you more than ever, but you are never there.
And now my heart is broken way beyond repair.

Every time I think of us, my eyes fill up with tears.
The love that stayed inside of me will surely last for years.
I think of all the love we had and then begin to cry.
I wonder if I can move on...
Will life just pass me by?

Before all of this happened, I never cried myself to sleep.
All the memories that I have of you, I try my best to keep.
They replay in my head all day, and even in my dreams.
I swear I'll swim the ocean, every drop of every stream.

I didnt know that I could love, until I had met you,
But now I have to carry on and try to forget you.
I didnt know what I should say, until I had spoken.
i didnt know I had a heart, until it was broken.

By you...
♠ ♠ ♠
VERY OLD. I wrote this when I was like 14 or 15.