Do I Stay Or Do I Walk Away?

I just want to make you smile
Have you stick around for a little while
But all good things come to an end
Like a journey going around the last bend

And I know this isn’t what I need today
I know there’s a reason you can’t stay
But it doesn’t stop me wishing for you
It doesn’t stop me hoping the words are untrue

And someday we’re going to turn away
Will it be hard? Will we want to stay?
I know I’m going to miss you so much
And at the memories my mind will clutch

It’s taking all my strength not to cry
I’m doing all I can I really did try
But now my tears are falling thick and fast
And I keep wishing this wasn’t going to be the past

So I take the first step, I feel my heart shatter
I can hear the tiny little pieces hit the ground and clatter
I can’t help but take a second look
I’m hoping to see you looking at me, like you would in a book

Nothing ever seems to have a happy ever after
But in my head I still hear your laughter
And it makes me smile and takes away the pain
It even stops the sun giving way to the rain

And I know one day I will look back to now and laugh
And know that this is a thing of the past
But a question that always will remain
Is am I strong enough to decide: do I stay or walk away?