A New Begining.

Even though i let the
wind blow through my hair.
even though i have a smile on my face.
it doesn't mean im okay.

I feel all this pain.
all the time.
but at least i have the guts to carry on.

What keeps me going Is
the songs i hear on My iPod.
i feel so free when the Music starts
It's like ive escaped from everything on this world.

The tears ive let fall,
down my frown filled face.
were over useless things.

All the times i had brought the razor
to my wrist casuing it too sting.
All those times are my past.
I'm ready to start a new begining.