No More

No more crying
No more pain
No more broken hearts
No more happiness
No more kissing
No more touching
No more.....anything

Because i threw it all away.
I kissed you
and held another.

But i realize,
that who i am
is not what i have become.

I am filled up with anguish and rage
and yet i only hurt the ones i love.

Why?
Who am i?
What Have i become?

I'm sorry.....