Love Phobia

I'm tired of pretending.
Pretending I am fine.
When I'm not.
I have a phobia you see.
One that makes me scared of not finding love.
I walk the halls and boys just tease me.
Makes me think that loves not possible for me.
One day at school.
There was a new boy.
He wasn't like the rest.
He smiled at me.
At lunch he sat with me.
After a week he asked me out.
I said yes and smiled big.
5 years later we got married.
Now I don't have that fear anymore.
Because I found love.
And it is the true kind.
The only thing i ever wanted.