OMG

i dont think there are words that can express how i feel about this boy
i can be mad nd sad for what he had done but not too mad or sad cuz he didnt explain wat happen
i can be happy nd cheerful cuz he didnt say those words "Baby we need to talk" but i cant be too cheerful or happy cuz it might happen
idont want him to say those words to me cuz he was the one that screwed up right
I should be the one to say those words but i cant cuz i love him too much to let him go so easily out of my grip i should be fighting for his love
But i shouldnt be fighting for his love oh no
he should kno how i feel about him
how much i care about him
I want to prove to everyone that our relationship is different from his previous relationships that he is not the same person that they know
That he is a different person but i dont want to prove those people right oh no
i want to prove them all wrong
But wat can i say but OMG
this is how my love life is to me