Unloving Him

I look up
He's smilin tonight
I look down
feel the pain again
It's pathetic that he doesn't know and
He's wonderin why I look so down
well I could tell him how

ive somehow fallen in love with
a boy im not good enough for
but id rather not, i shake my head

it's so sad
cuz things never go the way i plan
i wasnt supposed to fall in love with him
but guess what i did
i fell fast and hard, never had a chance
to catch myself but im not sure i would have
i say its nothin more than a crush
but it so is
now im trying to unlove him

'im fine'
'just thinkin' thats all i say
he shrugs
he thinks im okay
i got by with another lie, and i
fake a smile for the rest of the night

where's the justice in this
but who said love ever turned out right?

cuz things never go the way i plan
i wasnt supposed to fall in love with him
but guess what i did
i fell fast and hard, never had a chance
to catch myself but im not sure i would have
i say its nothin more than a crush
but it so is
now im trying to unlove him

you know it was so easy
but it hurts so bad
whats with this feeling
i just wanna go back
to the friendship we had

i fell so hard for you
the trouble is unloving you

cuz things never go the way i plan
i wasnt supposed to fall in love with him
but guess what i did
i fell fast and hard, never had a chance
to catch myself but im not sure i would have
i say its nothin more than a crush
but it so is
now im trying to unlove him

and things never go the way i plan
why did i fall in love with him?
i guess he's just too perfect
i fell fast and hard, never had a chance
to catch myself but i dont think i would have
i wonder if
ive got it as bad
as i think i do
and im realizing
i cant unlove you