Pain...

Pain...
You brought me it...
When you lied to me...

Pain..
Is what I feel when I talk to you..
What I feel when I think about what you said to me...

Pain...
I'm just bringing my self more of it...
Because.. I love you....

Pain...
I wish I didn't..
Yet... I do....

Pain....
Is what I bring myself when I dream....
Because I dream you'll be mine again....

Pain...
But I know that'll never happen...
No matter how much I do...

Pain...
Is what I feel when...
I do something... or read somthing..
That reminds me of you....

Pain...
Is what I feel...
When I think of everthing you said to me...
When I think about everytime... You said You loved me...

Pain...
Is what I feel.. When..
I think about how,
I'll never truly be happy again...

Pain..
Because I'm afraid to be...
Because when I am... Something goes wrong..
Ruins it..

Pain..
Is what I feel everyday,
Every minute..
Every second..
Of my life...

....Will I ever be happy again.....?
I don't know.....
.....What about you?