Bite Back The Tears,Hold In The Pain, Let The Words Flow, It's All In Vain.

bite back the tears
i hold in the pain
i let the worlds flow
it's all in vain

are we speaking the same language
yet you insist I'm below your level
accident accident
is all it was
crazy crazy
is all it was
talk talk
on and on
spin spinning
spiraling downward is the way you've got me feeling

shes helping me NOT
on your side, she is?

i bite back the tears
i hold in the pain
i let the words flow
right threw my veins
it's in vain

are we on the same level
are we even related
this is fucking crazy

i take this metal
hold it to my palm
dig
drag
dig
drag

make me bleed more
please
please
can i have some more
i give you buckets full but it will never be enough

and you give nothing
control
you lack
emotions
overflow
your horrible
demanding what you can't even give
harshness goes to an existent of cruelty

yet you preach
how intelligent
and loving
and kind
and caring
and loved
and popular
and important
and educated
ans wise
and sought after
and how envyed
you were with no proof
but a hard life thats made you unenjoyable and bitter
with little accomplishments
and lots of talk

she said your just a let down
another mistake i have made
i never loved you anyway and i never will.

i love you
but i dislike you so much

i must've been horrible in my past life
to get stuck with a donor like you
why couldn't you abort me?
i would've lead a better life elsewhere

bite back the tears
hold in the pain
let the words flow
its all in vain.