Even If You Want Me To

In my life time
I have realized
I'm pretty good at messing everything up
It comes naturally for me

I guess for you it comes easily
Being mad at me
I never meant to do you wrong
Is that so hard to believe

I've got a reason to believe in myself
I have my reason to go on
I won't lie you might not understand this feeling
But don't try to reason with me
I'm not changing for you
Even if you want me to

Don't talk to me
I understand completely
I've never been good at this
Saying sorry and all
But I know I have to

I've got a reason to believe in myself
I have my reason to go on
I won't lie you might not understand this feeling
But don't try to reason with me
I'm not changing for you
Even if you want me to

Thinking it though now
I know I messed up
I seem to do good at that
But I'm sorry
Honestly
At this point I don't know what to do
But I'll try

I've got a reason to believe in myself
I have my reason to go on
I won't lie you might not understand this feeling
But don't try to reason with me
I'm not changing for you
Even if you want me to

But I'll give it all I got
If you give me one more shot
Maybe I can fix it
Sorry, Sorry, I'm sorry