No More

I'm running from the fear
Because I don't want to give in
After all of the years
I still don't give in
Something is coming,
That I cannot foresee
Something is coming,
Coming for me.

And I don't… want to give…
Into this life that I live…
Too scary for me
I cannot see
The reason that I will abide
Why can't I just run and hide.
No more wishes,
No more dreams,
No more nightmares,
No more me…

Every minute I breathe
I cannot bear
Every second I leave
I will not be there
Run from the shadows
Underneath the street
Your life hung from the gallows
Means nothing less to me

Weights of chaos holding me down
I have landed into an attacking ground
Pull myself away from thee
Slander is my being in vulgarity
I cannot find away to escape
All the fears and lies
I need to vacate
For you

And I don't… want to give…
Into this life that I live…
Too scary for me
I cannot see

How can you tear me from my flesh
Without a second thought
Blood stained in mesh
After all I have sought
Nothing shows
My life is gone
All existence blows
Into the abyss of Solomon

Water fills my eyes
Underneath the blackness
Feelings I could fly
So much relax ness
Jump the border of reality
Never wander back
Evil whims of fatality
I cannot face that

No more wishes,
No more dreams,
No more nightmares,
No more me…

No more me…