Take Me Home

I'm waiting in a dark place
Searching for a friendly face
I'm lonely, scared, and cold
Watching this life unfold
Nothing at all
I'm just waiting here to fall
Deeper into the shit I'm already in
Just when things get better
It seems that I cannot win

Chorus:
Confused and alone
I just want to go home
Portland's lights hold nothing for me
And to a degree
I'm getting sick of it
But I can't just quit
Wake me up from this nightmare I'm in
Crawling underneath my skin
And take me home

Wake up from this world
Burn it to the ground
I can't believe what has unfurled
Why can't I be found
Nothing at all
I'm just waiting here to fall
Deeper into the shit I'm already in
Just when things get better
It seems that I cannot win

(repeat chorus)

One last time
I open my eyes
It's snowing and I'm
Burning the guise
My demons hide in
I won't let them win
It's so cold tonight
Nothing at all
I'm just waiting here to fall
Deeper into the shit I'm already in
Just when things get better
It seems that I cannot win
Wake up from this world
Burn it to the ground
I can't believe what has unfurled
Why can't I be found
Nothing at all
I'm just waiting here to fall
Deeper into the shit I'm already in
Just when things get better
It seems that I cannot win

(repeat chorus)

It's empty tonight and I'm all alone
And I miss the smell of his cologne
Please, just take me home