Don't Put Yourself Out

I put myself out there,
There's not much to say.
I let you know I love you,
But you fucking turn the other way.

Shoot me, please.
Kill me now.
Because dying's not as painful,
As putting myself out there,
And being turned down.
I'd rather have my throat slit,
And die a painful death.
Then live without you another day.
And knowing that losing you is my biggest regret.

How could you?
Love me one day,
And leave me the next.
How could you?
Make me you're biggest regret.
How could you?
Forget all we had,
And leave it all behind.
How fucking could you?
Be so unkind?

I wish to die today.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow.
I wish to leave behind the world that filled me with sorrow.
I want to be loved,
Like I was before.
I want to not be pushed out the door.
But now that's all I've gotten,
For the past few months.
So my last choice,
Is now my only.

So someone shoot me,
Maybe slit my throat.
Someone kill me today,
Someone make me choke.

Don't make me go on like this,
How could you call this fair?
Don't make me live another day.

Shoot me.