Mind Over Brain Matter

She danced around my head in my bed and when she spoke i woke GLAD TO BE DEAD
For on the very departure i ran hoping that she would stay
I broke the casing made out of plaster so they could have their way
And when bullets are shot out and screams shiver throughout the world from the passers by
Do they march down the streets HOPEING THAT THEY WOULD DIE

Mystified by their hatred and vying for fakeness they won't ever change
Could you make believe that we couldn't be happy in the end
THEY RIPPED OUT MY HEART
they tore it apart
THEY SHOWED ME JUST HOW BLACK IT WAS

Chanting in my head

(Chorus)
WE ARE THE WATCHERS
WE ARE THE GIVERS
WE ARE THE TAKERS AND MAKERS OF YOUR FUTURE
Why can't i be happy just 2 seconds from shedding my whole life instead?

Believe me I'm crying, in tears i am dying, or drowning here instead
The grey of the blood stains
The white of the horror
The black of the heart that sleeps on the floor
They all mean nothing to ones who don't use them
Can i please share these words while i scream

I AM THE WATCHER
I AM THE GIVER
I AM THE TAKER AND MAKER OF MY FUTURE
SO PLEASE LOVE DON'T BOTHER
THIS MIND IS MY POWER
I DON'T NEDD YOU ANY MORE
so dark
is
the hole
that
i
dig...........................