Hemophilia

Try to flip your hair and smile
But I can see your in denial
Please pretend for me that life’s okay
‘cause I couldn’t bear to see you any other way
You can’t know how hard this is for me
I close my eyes but I can see
Are you crying?
Are you dying?
Are you losing me?
You can’t imagine how I try
To flash a smile then watch you die

Life slips away for you
Slowly, painfully
Blood soaking the sheets
Try to stay awake
Cause there’s not much more I can take

Please, please, sing for me, sing for me again
‘Cause I can’t hear your voice
I want to see you cry
I want to know your there

If you hate me I don’t care
Because at least I’ll see your face
Cause I can’t watch you waste Away
And I can’t hold you while you bleed
Why can’t you think of what I need?
And if you have to go, just leave
But I still want to believe
That you’ll be relieved of this
I’ll kiss your frozen lips
And bury you alone under the tree
Where we first kissed
I’ll never forgive you
I’ll never forget you
I’ll never relive you
I’ll never regret you
But I’ll never love you again