I Guess This Is Really Good-Bye

Staring out the window
You headed out the door
You said that couldn't take my shit anymore
Like so many before
You left without a reason
'It's not you, it's me'
Is just a bull fucking shit lie
Just like saying good bye

Chorus:
Don't turn back
I could see you slipping through the cracks
Over turn my heart
You left the only one that was keeping you from falling apart
But was it I that was making you fall apart?
I don't know the reason why
You would never try
So I guess this is really good-bye

Sitting on the floor, knife in hand
Tonight was our last stand
Can't say that I saw this coming
But I had a feeling it would
I can see you in my head now, humming
Leaving everything for which we once stood
All behind
Just answer me this one thing
Were you ever mine

(repeat chorus)

When I looked into your eyes
I just wanted to show you all that you ment to me
All that we could be
But I guess that I failed
Because I couldn't make you see how much I love you
Taking the cigarette out and smoke is exhaled
Just know that no one could love you like I do
Baby, just tell me for once why
I want to really know what happened
Where did we go wrong
Just what happened to make you feel like you didn't belong
For god's sake
Will you for once tell me the truth
What will it take
You're so ruthless in your youth
Just know that I miss and love you
I want you back

(repeat chorus 2x)

So one last time
I kiss your face
You were never mine
But you've already carved your place
I don't want to let you go
But if it helps you get back your glow
Then so be it
You're not a regret
But something I need to quit
A lifelong threat
Skin against metal
Flesh tearing

Don't turn back
I could see you slipping through the cracks
Over turn my heart, over turn my heart
You left the only one that was keeping you from falling apart
But it was I that was making you fall apart. right?
I'll kiss you good night
I don't know the reason why
You would never try, all I wanted was you by my side
But no matter how hard I tried
I'll never know the reason why
So I guess this is really good-bye
This is really good-bye