darkness

The darkness
Is calling me
I'm such a mess
Friends please find a key

In my mind
I hide a part of my life
Please be kind
It feels like I'm being cut by a knife

I get images of my friends
In my mind that i killed them
I wonder when this pain ends
and if this is what i am

Am I a psychopath
going crazy
I want to cry but i laugh
they say it looks like a phase, like going lazy

I pray for god to help
I`m now in my corner trying to figure things out
it looks like I have to get help by my self
until i pull myself out