Once More

One month ago today,
Someone special passed away,
I want to cry,
But I know I'll be ok.

I know she's in a better place,
Where the light shines brightly,
Our personal angel,
That will guide us happily.

Since she died,
I haven't been the same,
Lost and confused,
I try to hide my shame.

I knew something was wrong,
And I did nothing,
I sat there and laughed with her.
I knew she was in pain.

I cry alone,
Because I don't want her to see,
How my heart aches,
To see her face.

I miss her so much,
But like I said before,
I have to be strong,
Until I see her once more.