Fear.

In my eyes all I see are tears
No magic flows within myself
No one knows my fears
No good hands dealt
Everything I've learned to know
Was given to me with love
Excitement for me to go
Suceed til' I'm above
Do they see the pain in my heart
Acknowledge how it bleeds
See how I don't now where to start
And see what no one sees
Never will I over come the pain
Happiness appears nowhere
No larger the growth, I strain
The heartache I cannot bare
Cornered in a place
How the hell can I get out
The bitterness of the taste
Is something I never doubt
Pounding within my eyes
I only see what spins
Makeup as a disguise
Only way to impress men
Denied every step I take
Every way is wrong
Never know which mistake
A lie can only be so long
Never do what I'm told
Screams are all I hear
My hand is bad, I have to fold
Why is this my biggest fear.