apathetic

please dont tell me not to cry
please dont say there was a reason y
u dont know what im feeling or how much i hurt
u think i should go on with life and be strong forget about it
deep down i am sad and i dont expect u to understand y
for no apparent reason
when i break down and start to cry all i know is that my life is changed forever
thats y im acting like a different me
so please dont try to fix me all i know is that my life is changed forever
i will never be the same again not today not tomarrow never
the best thing u can do for me is just be there just like always my friend
cuz my broken heart is hurting relle bad and it will never mend