Needing You

You turn around and walk away
I want to reach out and beg you to stay
But i'm frozen where I stand

Lost without a second chance
I hold my last glance of you forever
The last time I heard your voice
I hear the words all the time
You're in my head, get out get out
Its too much pain

When you left and went down your own path
You slowly started to forget me
I prayed to god that you would stay
And god let me down so fuck him

Time went on the days went passed
I'm holding onto this last glance but its slipping through my fingers
I know i've lost my chance forever to tell you how I feel
I will never see the bottom of this bottle and never see the end of these pills that keep me going on
I lost my chance
But I keep trying

You're in my thoughts and my heart
In my head im falling apart

You left me like everyone else when I needed you to hold me up
I want to reach out and tell you I need help
But i'm afraid you wont answer my 911
Im still frozen

I need you and it wont stop
Hello Hello can you fucking hear me im screaming
Goodbye Goodbye again