I'm Not That Special Person

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

Can't you see behind the mask??
Behind the painted on face,
There lays a broken girl,
Piece by piece...just breaking.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

Liking a guy can be great,
But they need to like you back to make it perfect,
They need to care for you, and love you,
Not to just use you, to confuse you.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

The dreams that come at night,
The bubbles that come in the day,
That smile across your face,
Knowing he makes you smile.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

You pull up all your courage,
Even when you have so little,
Your going to go tell him,
Your heart hoping he'll return the favour.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

He tells you your just a friend,
He says he doesn't like you,
You break in two,
You see the tears streaming down your broken face.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

You've been hurt in the past,
Used and left behind,
You've shown him how much he means to you,
But he just looks and walks away.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

Sometimes you wish you hadn't said a thing,
It changes everything from that moment,
That fluffy white dream,
Ripped and shreaded in darkness.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

Your head starts spinning the other way,
Your mind starts pulling itself inside itself,
Your heart starts beating and aching,
Your soul broken and stuck in darkness.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

You look at yourself worse,
See yourself as that small, useless girl,
No one would ever like you,
No one would truely care.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

You sit back and enjoy the view,
The soul you took hold of,
And broke in your grasp,
The small, tiny pieces clattering across the floor.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

Your soul and mind,
Find a way to keep you under control,
He wouldn't care what happens,
You lead you on and broke you.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

No matter what happens,
You know your not that special person,
You've been hurt by so many other guys,
And yet you really thought this guy was the one.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.

You stand alone, right on the edge,
Ready to fall away,
Ready to be lost in the pain.
Your head says he'll come and find you.

To come and save you, hold you tightly against him,
But when you make that step forward,
Your life flowing infront of your eyes,
He never really cared about you.

He just wanted your soul to break down,
To break down by his own, wonderful hand,
Enjoying your pain, enjoying your hurt,
Leaving you deep in the darkness, no way of escape.

I'm not that special person,
I'm not that one true girl,
I'm not that girl you want,
I'm not the girl you crave.