Serenity and Agitation

Serenity.
Soft, silent whispers
set off a soothing unwinding feeling
penetrating to the rest of my body. I feel it echo until I find myself in a vortex of pure warmth, complete relaxation.
Nothing can break this moment of bliss
Nothing
Until I think of you…

Agitation.
I’m screaming,
my euphoria is morphing into icy shivers.
I feel the throbbing pain travelling up my spine, violently shaking for an answer.
What have you done?
Finding myself in complete insanity
I let the razoring shivers slowly subside as I remind myself of reality
They come to a halt, sending tears onto my cheeks.
I’m neutralizing

Emptiness, and this feeling of anaesthetized insensitivity
Nothing but a dark maze

Serenity and agitation
A perfect combination