Worst Enemy

"Get on your knees,"
She growls, "come to me"
Words sharp as blades
Slicing across the backs of the used
Here she stands
A tiny creature of terror
Ultimate fantasy of lust
The harbinger of everything I fear.

Light bends around her,
Casting monsters across the wall
Silent screams echo ominously
Talons gripping
With no chance of letting go
Claws close my jaw
Before I can protest
She's drawing blood.

Space between has closed
Breathing in shallow breaths
Eyes shut tight,
"Fall into my eyes"
She forces me to see
Faces barely touching
Dark iris' hold nothing
An abyss deeper than most.

Laughter draws me back
She towers above,
The sadist, licking her fingers
Legs gave out
Under tear strained cheeks
Head in hands,
Wishing it all away,
Yearning for peace of mind.

Chaos crouched before me
Her glare burning flesh
Features that are familar
Transformed into a mirror image
Body shifts from one to another
"You could stop this,"
Her voice is now mine
"If you truely wanted to."

Yet I can't find the will to stop this,
Perhaps I am a glutton for abuse.