Love w/ No Tears

How can I put it? I broke his heart? multiple times? or even I played him. No. I didn't play him. I truly did love him. I gues by me trying to avoid hurting him I hurt him even more. Now he's moved on and I'm fighting tears and writing another love story that coulda, shoulsa, woulda been. And yet I don't know how to write it. I've never written a love story without it ending in tears. He's got a girl now and i'm alone maybe I gotta just forget him. But he was supposed to be my best friend. No I'm gonna stop running away from all of the others thar can be good for/to me. So I've finally written a love story that didn't end in tears.