He Left...

He left

As I curl up in my shadows, waiting
Waiting for my death, waiting for the pain,
And wishing to never be this numb again,
The rain falls, and with it my happiness gets washed away,
Rain drops mingle with the tears I thought I never had
You said you’d love me forever one hour ago,
And now that I’m not good enough
I deserve this pain, which cuts deep in my heart
As the pain goes deep inside of me,
It’s natural that I don’t think of you,
But your pictures circle in my head and I don’t want to let it go
Even if it kills me