What It Means

I feel the pain begin to fade
I start to wonder what it means
Am I forgetting you?
I do not want to...

Your existance in my life is vital,
I cannot do without you long.
I don't care if your no longer mine
Nothing pains me more than time.

Time, if fades the pain I see.
Still I am scared of what it means.
My life is grey without you here
But somehow I do not need you, dear.