What Did I Do?

The way you used to look at me
I thought you were the one to really see
Just who I’ve become
But my words were wrong,
I can’t stay strong
Welcome to my hell

How can I hate you
When I still love you?
I try to put on my brave face
But I don’t think I’ll win this race
I thought I was better than this

Words of uncaring
That’s what I heard
The voice I heard so full of emotion
But was it truth, what I learned?
You won’t tell me
What did I do to deserve this?

I gave you my heart
And you tore it apart
Did you know I thought I’d be better dying?
The one I trusted
Hurt me the most
What did I do to deserve this?