That Feeling Of Breaking...

That feeling of breaking...
Is here yet again...
No matter where I go
It's always there, staring at me...

I hate wanting to hide in a corner
I hate having the feeling to cry
I hate wanting to hold you so much
Knowing full well that I'll never get the chance

You made my heart beat faster
You made it beat quicker
It would race around inside
Just the fact it had you...

I wanted it to be more...
I wanted it so badly it hurt
Have you ever wanted something so badly
You cry yourself to sleep because you don't...

When ever you lay in my dreams
You were just out of reach
Always that one step away
Yet taking it, you moved away again

I woke up, tangled in all my bed
That was another chasing dream
Me chasing you
Me loving you

I don't think it's hit you yet
That no matter what you do to me
I'm never going to stop...
I don't think you know how much I care

You may be all happy and smiley
And I'm really really glad you are
But maybe if someday...this girl in the corner
Could hold your hand, you pulling her out of the dark...

All she wants is a friend
All she needs is someone there
Holding her hand through tough and bad
Holding her when she cries
Holding her when she sleeps

No matter how far away you are
You always put that real smile across my face
Just wish when you were gone
It did have to be painted on, showing everything a fake one...