Tortured Beauty

I realized as they stared at me hat that the beauty I possed as tortured,
I wonder what these people would think if the could look inside me,
She the eturnal black hole I lived in,
I wondered if they'd ever seen my wrists,
What they would think,
I wondered if their eturnal love would stay,
For how long will I go through the pain of knowingno one would love the real me?