Balancing.

I don't know what this is,
And I don't know how it came to be,
I feel as if I'm melting away,
As this feeling eats at me.
And on days like this,
I feel I can't silence these thoughts
That rapidly swim through my head.
Heaven can't be bought,
As I lay awake in bed.
And these memories,
They tear me apart,
Eat me alive,
And churn my insides.
But then I think of you,
Close my eyes and see your own,
And this feeling slowly drifts
And I no longer feel alone.
Because even when you aren't by my side,
You're there in my heart,
And when you can't be there to hold my hand,
I still know I'm not left in the dark.
A blessing you are to me, every day,
A love that holds me stable,
I can't imagine life without you,
And hell, I don't want to be able.

i love you baby,

alexa<3