Suffer, Bastard

Suffer, Bastard.
That's my destiny .
To suffer, to lead a lonely and pointless life.
I choose not to hold anything dear.
For every time I do it is taken away.
I cannot believe in myself.
For doing so would be believing in a LIE.
Life sucks and then you die.- UNTRUE.
Life sucks, then you fall in love.- THAT IS WHEN YOU DIE.
I'm going crazy. -I thought you would accompany me but as always, I'm alone.
ALONE- INSANE- FORGOTTEN- HURTING- KRISSY...