abuse

i am all but sane
he keeps me locked up
sadly i cant make it
i wonder when he will come

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

the death was sent two days prier
i wonder what was his desire
my body lays still
waiting for my last days

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

the first day pasted
he comes to see me
his breath had a horrible sent
he must have drake whiskey the hour prier to this event

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

the second day has passed
he comes with lust filled eyes
but i could see the knife
he slashes my arm and then says good night

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

the third night has pased
oh i hope this pain doesn't last
my arm is dead
i hope he goes for the head

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

the forth day has come
he got a gun
he aims for my head
then shoots the wall

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

the fifth day has come
i had a i can take
oh please kill me
but no one comes

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

i hear a siren
please don't find me
i wont it to end
my heart is dead

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

people come
they take me away
place me in a van
and gives me a mask

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

i am rolled in
brought to a lumpy bed
give me an oxygen tank
beep...beep i fall asleep

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

my arm is numb
i don't eat
i'm anorexic
oh god please save me

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

i'm out now
in a foster home
can't people see
i wont to be alone

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

at school people care
they ask questions
they want to know
but i keep quiet or he will know

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

i'm better now
i tell people
but look around
just to make sure

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

i feel alright
friends know now
he is not hear
forever gone

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

i saw him today
tears fall from my eyes
my friends wonder why
i don't want to die

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

i ran for my life
he follows
i hear the shoot
damn it hits my thigh

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

i fall to the dirt
he is above me
the guns to my head
i will die

my death is near
my days are up
when will he come
to steal my luck

i feel the hit
i know its over
my life has ended
the pain is over